Monday, November 02, 2009

Comic relief


A song most fitting for my current situation

I'm allowing one day for me to dwell on this. Tomorrow, reFOCUS on the tons of work waiting for me.


Lyrics | Nitrus lyrics - Sisa lyrics


Sisa - Nitrus

As they say, we can't predict the future.
So I'll hold on, with unfaltering hope that there's something very funny about this when we look back into our lives.
Hey, the past can't be undone so let it be. It's the future we must be concerned about. So what if we have to deal with this thing now, life would be just black and white otherwise.
One thing's for sure, I am NOT alone in this decision. You'd be surprised to know how much time I've spent contemplating, asking around and praying for a change.
In conclusion, I feel that I have to better myself to get a better person in my life. Or, most likely this is just a way for reminding me of how much I've led astray from Him. I believe that He is never cruel, so I would not be the one unappreciative of all the things He has let happen in my life.
In this life test, even though there's no chance to come out alive I sure do hope I'd get out of it with flying colors ;)

Sunday, November 01, 2009

To those with little minds

You have been weighed, you have been measured, and you have been found wanting. In what world could you possibly beat me?
~Adhemar, A Knight's Tale

Why is the fact that I am doing my PhD a sensitive issue for some people?

"Untuk menghebatkan diri lagi la tu, smpai x endah tuntutan agama"
==> seriously, how stupid can you get to let these words come out your mouth?
Is your faith in the destiny of every people as being controlled by the will of God is so flimsy that you have the gall to assume that the fact that I am single is actually a choice for me not to settle down?

I pity you.

Your belief in qada' and qadar is non existent. Who in the world does not want to settle down?

Seriously, you being born into this world is not for getting married and reproduce only. You should make more use of yourself instead of wasting your time talking about other people. At least I am trying to make a mark on this world and I detest you for not trying the same thing.
It is not my fault that guys nowadays don't quite reach the mark.

"jangan pegi tinggi sangat, nanti takde sapa berani"

Oh, so I have to stop now? What about the fate of our people, of our beliefs if all that is left to stand up to the challenges of the world is weak and have no knowledge?
Sorry, but I can't stop even if I want to (which I don't). They would have to catch up.


But wait, do you know what my standards are? Please do not talk of things you don't know, it'll just show off your stupidity even though you talk as if it's the most intelligent thing in the world.
That is something for me to know and for you to shut the hell up.

Excuse the ego, but I AM fabulous, amazing, intelligent and incredibly cute. Just deal with it ok?

When you're in my face, I'm allowed to take a stand. So step aside, you're in my way.