I never expect to be in love

If I have all the tears that are shed on Broadway by guys in love, I will have enough salt water to start an opposition ocean to the Atlantic and Pacific, with enough left over to run the Great Salt Lake out of business. But I wish to say I never shed any of these tears personally, because I am never in love, and furthermore, barring a bad break, I never expect to be in love, for the way I look at it love is strictly the old phedinkus, and I tell the little guy as much.
~Damon Runyon in Tobias the Terrible

In another life, all of this won't happen

Telling the truth to people who misunderstand you is generally promoting a falsehood, isn't it?
~Anthony Hope 

I sent the letter explaining all but the moon and the stars. I am testing the old adage of "the truth will set you free". Maybe I'll publish the finding later on, surely countless people wants to know whether or not truth is profitable. Nowadays it seems falsehood and misconceptions, because they are cheaper, are selling like hot cakes.

I don't know what is the consequence for this particular action of mine: what I know is I'm tired to be seen as the black sheep all the time and I needed to get it out of my chest. If they still misunderstand me, then I don't know what to do anymore. I'll just stop trying I guess. So at least I don't make it worse. I don't keep promoting falsehood and draining my strength to wait for their comprehension. They are playing mindgames that are beyond my ability and patience to understand.
Maybe sending it would seem like a very bad idea in the morning light. But it is all done now. Nothing to take back. So all that I can do is what I've always done: redah ajelah.

C'mon join us!

Salam, I just want to make you aware of an international islamic conference that would be held 24-25th Dec at Putrajaya. There'll be both international and local speakers and many more events such as bazaar, marriage corner, kids zone etc. So it'll be an event for the whole family. I have tickets and you can purchase from me. Tickets: rm100 for adults and rm50 for kids. The prices go up after 1st dec: rm150 for adults and rm75 for kids, so contact me now! :) If you have any questions, I'll be more than happy to help. In case you want more info, here's the website
See you guys there!
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