In another life, all of this won't happen

Telling the truth to people who misunderstand you is generally promoting a falsehood, isn't it?
~Anthony Hope 

I sent the letter explaining all but the moon and the stars. I am testing the old adage of "the truth will set you free". Maybe I'll publish the finding later on, surely countless people wants to know whether or not truth is profitable. Nowadays it seems falsehood and misconceptions, because they are cheaper, are selling like hot cakes.

I don't know what is the consequence for this particular action of mine: what I know is I'm tired to be seen as the black sheep all the time and I needed to get it out of my chest. If they still misunderstand me, then I don't know what to do anymore. I'll just stop trying I guess. So at least I don't make it worse. I don't keep promoting falsehood and draining my strength to wait for their comprehension. They are playing mindgames that are beyond my ability and patience to understand.
Maybe sending it would seem like a very bad idea in the morning light. But it is all done now. Nothing to take back. So all that I can do is what I've always done: redah ajelah.