Not to be silenced

There is something not resolved in my heart.
I regard this blog as a piece of my own, a little corner of cyberspace where I am not judged o dictated because all come from me.
Nevertheless the illusion of freedom has its price.
I wonder, why can't you just let me be?
Sometimes words just come out, a way to make sense of the shooting of thoughts inside my head. It may be about me, about the people around me and even about my imagination. It may or may not be true when we go about in the real world and you happen to stumble upon me at the walkway. It is just a way for expression, not a statement of truth. Or maybe it is. Either way, why judge?
I can't stand it if I'm muffled at my own blog. I can't take it to be silenced just because what I say does not sit well with others. The easy way is to open another blog, anonymous and free. But if you are only free anonymously, doesn't this translate into an invisible prison? Just as long as what I do don't trample on any boundaries, why should I run?
What I write, I take full responsibility. You, on the other hand, should be responsible for your own thoughts. I won't be held responsible for something I don't have any control over. I am fully able of taking anything in stride, fully able of taking in the punches in life and walk proud again. My heart is whole and weakness is only a passing state until I find solace in the belief that God is Just, God is Loving and God is the Almighty.
So as of this moment, if you happen to see me passing by the walkway with a mug of coffee in hand, please guard your heart and mind. I am fine, and infinitely surprised that you would think anything other than that.