I would would've wouldn't

I would love you,
If only I misunderstood the signs.
I would've showed you,
But you wouldn't care if you were aware.
I wouldn't do anything now,
Obviously I would have more luck counting the rain.
Strangely in this reality, it doesn't really matter.
A new dream has come, as well as a new fancy.
I would, now, lay it all out again.
I would've played it all the same but...
I wouldn't, now, as I know the game.
If in the future you find something lacking in my smile, just remember that meeting you doesn't taste as sweet anymore.
There is something sad in blandness. But that is all you are to me. It has ceased becoming anything more.