Lately I feel a little burned out.
Its like I have nothing worthwhile to say..
But lately my mind keep wandering to the years I spent in Unimas.
When I look back, gosh, I really hated it there.
Especially when I was leading the Entrepreneurship Club.
There, I met the worst people.
Manipulative, calculative, cruel people.
When I played out the events in my head, my heart bleeds.
It's as though a knife is stuck there, not letting the wound to heal.
During those black years, I felt as low as the dust on your feet.
Trampled on all over and looked upon as dirt that have to be washed off.
What were they thinking, treating people the way they do?
...hmm..maybe they have their own twisted reason that is beyond my comprehension.
Those 3 people, I hope I never see again.
I can never forgive, as I don't understand what went wrong.
Looking back, I wish that I have more guts to stand up for myself. Then at least I would be satisfied.
Now, those events just leave a bitter taste in my mouth.
I need to forgive and forget. I'll try.
One thing is for sure: I do not want to see any of those people again. I've had enough.
I hope that period in my life would be blacked out, erased forever from my memory.

Whatever it is, I am thankful that during those trying times, I had friends in the Club. Thank you, thank you, thank you. I would never understand what made them stay..nevertheless I am thankful. Without all of you, I could never go on...

Life is every bit the soap opera. Along with the bad guys, there's also the good guys.
Thank God.

~ sorry for the raw emotional outburst *sigh*