A song most fitting for my current situation

I'm allowing one day for me to dwell on this. Tomorrow, reFOCUS on the tons of work waiting for me.


Lyrics | Nitrus lyrics - Sisa lyrics

Sisa - Nitrus

As they say, we can't predict the future.
So I'll hold on, with unfaltering hope that there's something very funny about this when we look back into our lives.
Hey, the past can't be undone so let it be. It's the future we must be concerned about. So what if we have to deal with this thing now, life would be just black and white otherwise.
One thing's for sure, I am NOT alone in this decision. You'd be surprised to know how much time I've spent contemplating, asking around and praying for a change.
In conclusion, I feel that I have to better myself to get a better person in my life. Or, most likely this is just a way for reminding me of how much I've led astray from Him. I believe that He is never cruel, so I would not be the one unappreciative of all the things He has let happen in my life.
In this life test, even though there's no chance to come out alive I sure do hope I'd get out of it with flying colors ;)